I should be sleeping but i find it rather difficult. Today, after quite while, I am once again bothered and stressed. Emotions are hard to resist and i hate it when they decide to gang up and confuse you. No, I dont feel like exploding, yet. I have always been perplexed at how these emotions,even the minutest and most trifling,can get to me and yet I do nothing but contain and keep it to myself. I know there are different reasons, depending on the person, how it is brought about and everyone seems to deal with it in their own unique way. Well, keeping it to myself, is my way of doing so. Or i can drown myself with alcohol which i think is a better way to get by. I may be random but I am not the type who would all of a sudden go mental and break whatever i could get my hands on, at least for now. See, Im a little worried at what could happen when I cant contain it anymore. And you are not helping.
