We haven't seen each other much lately. It has been a week but it seemed much longer than that. Gone are the days when we used to be so excited about seeing each other. The way your smile beams a touch of passion when i grace the scene from afar, the way you exude an illuminating glow when im right in front of you, and the way you anticipate each and every movement i make with nothing in mind but ways on how you can reciprocate. All of it is fading away, little by little, as time goes by.
We've lost our mojo, our chemistry, our spark. We could go on talking to one another for days and still feel like its not enough time to pour out our hearts and speak our minds. We laughed at the same jokes, we had the same taste in colors, you used to like it when i tell you what to wear, now it seems we've lost interest in each other. I cant even think of a color that looks good on you. I no longer have an idea about the things that would embody our definition of a good conversation. I can't even seem to last for as long as an hour around you, and even if i do, i tend to waste it with senseless musings. The mystery covering our very personalities was so strong that it gave us an air of eagerness to unravel what lies beneath but now it seems to have elapsed, lost in this sphere of obscurity. Is it the time? Have i been so busy? Have i enjoyed seeing someone else too much that i have forgotten you? Im not sure…
I'm still holding on, trying to mend this injury, trying to save what's left of this damage, trying hard to fill the void that you completed once. I still believe this will work, I'm holding on to dear life, holding on tight, full of sparkling hope that you won't let go of the other end. We cant give up now for there is too much at risk…
We cant give up now….
Now that we have reached 2000++ site visitors from all over the world!! Oh blog! My beloved blog! (i know thats not much compared to others but hey i just started! cut me some slack!)
To all the viewers coming from the cities of Manama, Langley and Bogota, Latin America and Eastern Europe, (c/o google analytics) to my beloved Filipino audience, and to the world wide readership thank you for taking the time to view my page and reading my entries, thanks for showering me with your love thru comments and tag board messages!! Please keep them coming!!
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Cheers to I.ph as well for making me feel like less of a retard in the blogosphere, more power!! Blog on!!
love::peace::chicken feet
-PennY
